Author: justscrewedupme

It doesn’t matter how much you try to stay positive, how much you want to be upbeat and happy, it’s just not always possible.  I’ve struggled with leaving the house for ages now, I hate to leave the sanctuary of our home.  Then came the lockdown, no work, only leaving the house for food shopping for us and for my parents who are shielding, sounds perfect. Continue reading “Still here”

Yesterday Boris Johnson addressed the nation and despite saying we have to pass the five tests before easing the lockdown, he did just that.  Indeed today he is standing in parliament saying how people can drive as far as they like for exercise, they can go out for exercise as many times a day as they like, and so the list goes on. Continue reading “End of lockdown coming ?”

Yesterday I wrote a post that really said nothing at all, said that I’d write again tomorrow, well tomorrow turned into today, so here I am. Continue reading “Tomorrow has turned into today”

There’s so much going on in the world that I thought I really should make the effort and do some writing. Continue reading “In lockdown”

I can’t sleep, normally a cocktail of antidepressants and sleeping tablets knock me out by 9pm at the latest but it’s getting late and I’m wide awake. Now that may seem like an awfully early time to be asleep, but as somebody once told me “sleep is like death, but without the responsibility”.

Continue reading “Can’t sleep”

I dream, I dream a lot, extremely vivid dreams, wake up in a cold sweat type stuff.  I don’t know why it happens, it could be one of the medications Continue reading “The drug dream”

It’s Saturday and I’m laying in bed typing this whilst watching TV.  So what do I want to say ?, I’m not quite sure to be honest, my mind is still a mess. Continue reading “Autumn”

To force myself to do some work on my website, maybe a couple of blog posts and some updates to other stuff too.   So stay tuned………

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Is it really March that I last posted here? That’s not good, I really wanted to build this site into something that could help others. So today’s post is just to dip my toe back into the blog, if I get time to write in more depth tomorrow then I shall.

I’ve been contacted by an organisation asking me to add their “Alcohol Demotivator” to my “Usefull Contacts” page. If you are affected by alcohol, to any degree, then maybe give it a go ?, you’ve got nothing to lose. Maybe I should ask them to promote my site, I am now promoting theirs, so why not ?

Anyway, enough for now………

So I’m back at The Edge Cafe, sat waiting for my mocha and ham and cheese toastie. Nothing much to say really, not quite sure how I’m feeling. I woke up really positive then my mood crashed down real quick, now I’m just sort of not feeling much of anything. Continue reading “Saturday blues ?”